i am not illiterate nor stupid nor an idiot

Published on January 5, 2008 By danielost In Current Events

i have trouble with spelling, and i haven't written anything for over 20 years. at least not until i started writing on here. yes this is a bad excuse, but i will use it.

i do not pretend to be able to spell. i am the first to admit it.

i will not be silenced because people want me to be.

i have clinical depression. no the meds don't work on me.

i also have a personality disorder it means i hate being told what to do even if i know i should do it.

but i can read goodly enough to get by. if there is a word i have problems with i can look it up to find out what it means.

i have failed at everything i try. except driving taxi. but at least i keep trying.

i live with my dad have done so for 4 years because he said he needed help. my two brothers either wouldn't or couldn't do it. it was my biggest mistake moving here because my father is/was abusive. i knew that before i moved here.

no i will not abandon him. no i will not make it to heaven. that idea ended 44 years and 7 months ago. the day i was born.

the reason is because i remember my first thought. "SO THIS IS LIFE!!!!!!!!" and that was the way the thought came out. i remember seeing the shadows of the doctors and nurses. because i remember this, i know that there was something before life. a conses(spch)(ie a spirit) but not life.

but i do my best to do the best i can with everything i do.

my mom told me the first time i tried to hold a girls hand i was two days old. it was the girl in the crib next to mine in the hospital. lol.

i know some of you will flame me for what i have written but i don't care. i am just tired of people i disagree with telling me that i am stupid because i don't agree with them.

like in the last blog, will not name the person, i disagreed with her on which was more important and because i disagreed with her she called me the two names that i used in the title.

there have been a few others on here who have done this too. again no names.

with the exception of gene i do not think i have called any one stupid or an idiot because they disagree with me. if i have i am sorry.

when i make a mistake and i am sure i have made one. i admit it.

Comments (Page 5)

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

No, Daniel that was not what we were trying to show. Your obvious lack of comprehension and insistent cover up leads me to believe you are a pathological liar with a cynically conceived version of reality.

I do not lie. I go out of my way not to lie. If my girlfriend asked me how she looked I would tell her the truth not what she wanted to hear. Of course in my eyes she would always look pretty.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

what ever

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

As for me not having any points you have to have a blog to get them.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

A better response would have been, 'Yes, little whip, I have been trying to deliberately provoke you, bringing up your name on all sorts of unrelated threads, but since you find this annoying, I'll knock it off because I'm already having enough problems here and I don't need to add a flaming, blistering whip to my long list of complaints.'

Your upset because I mentioned your name. But you have also attacked me on your last thread. the difference is I have not black listed you so that you cannot respond. You black listed me and then continued to attack me.

So if you wish to flame me then do so but please keep it on this thread.

I don't think any of my so called attacks on you can be called flaming.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

Nope. I'll do it on my own blog, where I can really cut loose and say exactly what I want without violating the Terms of Use.

Just remember, you asked for it, so no whining when I deliver, 'mmk?

As I stated above. If I can't respond who cares.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

Moving on has anyone noticed any advice given to me lately that I have not followed. With the exception of going back to school.

Adventure-Dude

on Jan 11, 2008

Moving on has anyone noticed any advice given to me lately that I have not followed.

Since the advice was recently given it is difficult to determine whether you have or have not worked on them.

SanChonino

on Jan 11, 2008

Moving on has anyone noticed any advice given to me lately that I have not followed.

Umm . . . we told you to start thinking before you started posting.

There's really no evidence of that yet.

KarmaGirl

on Jan 11, 2008

I said it was a mistake on my part what more can I say.

then you said: "about automatically putting a because into a sentence that needed one"

You then went on to rationalize why you put it there and that it was her writing, not you incomprehension that was at fault. That's not exactly admitting to a mistake.

Adventure-Dude

on Jan 11, 2008

You then went on to rationalize why you put it there and that it was her writing, not you incomprehension that was at fault. That's not exactly admitting to a mistake.

See definition for Pathological liar.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

Umm . . . we told you to start thinking before you started posting.

I seem to think as much as others in here.

danielost

on Jan 11, 2008

Pathological liar

In psychology, mythomania (also known as pseudologia fantastica or pathological lying) is a condition involving compulsive lying by a person with no obvious motivation. The affected person might believe their lies to be truth, and may have to create elaborate myths to reconcile them with other facts.

KarmaGirl

on Jan 12, 2008

And your point was? "The affected person might believe their lies to be truth, and may have to create elaborate myths to reconcile them with other facts"

danielost

on Jan 12, 2008

The point is I don't lie. What did I make up to reconcile a myth.

danielost

on Jan 12, 2008

Look I am totally sorry that I made the mistake of thinking that she was making an excuse.

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